Years after his death, a federal judge has released an alleged suicide note connected to Jeffrey Epstein, and the contents offer a rare—if still unverified—glimpse into his final state of mind while imprisoned at the Metropolitan Correctional Center in Manhattan.
The note emerged Wednesday as part of court proceedings involving Epstein’s former cellmate, Nicholas Tartaglione, and had been sealed since July 2019. According to the document, Epstein was defiant about his legal predicament. The note states,“They investigated me for months—FOUND NOTHING!!!”and references charges related to 15 or 16 year olds. In a particularly chilling passage, he wrote,“It is a treat to be able to choose one’s time to say goodbye. Watcha want me to do—Bust out cryin! NO FUN—NOT WORTH IT!!”
Tartaglione claimed he discovered the note after finding Epstein unresponsive in his cell during an initial suicide attempt. Epstein survived that incident in July 2019 but was found dead weeks later under circumstances that sparked intense scrutiny and conspiracy theories worldwide.
The critical caveat here: the note has not been authenticated. No verification has confirmed it’s genuinely in Epstein’s handwriting, nor has its chain of custody been independently verified. This distinction matters enormously in a case already clouded by questions about what happened behind prison walls and why security protocols appeared to fail so catastrophically.
The release of this document doesn’t settle the debate around Epstein’s death—it simply adds another layer to a story that continues to generate headlines and legal action. For those seeking closure or clarity, this alleged note remains just another unconfirmed piece of a deeply complicated puzzle.
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